I'm in a Nairobi state of mind

Finally, next week at a time like this I will be counting down hours to the time I have to board the plane and say goodbye to M'sia. Crazy isn't it....Truth be told I am not as excited as I expected to be.... I am almost nostalgic about being away from my friends and the life that I have become accustomed to living the past three years. Crazily amazing, I feel happy and sad at the same time. But to be leaving the great jewel of the South East Asian coastline is a blessing in disguise. I realise now that the relief can only mean that I am almost aware of how unhappy and spiritually unfulfilled I have been in this place. God know I can't ait to go back to the civilized 3rd world and start thinking for myself as God intended. And I will definitely NOT miss the bad manners and racist behaviour that these people thrive to dish out by the handful. I will be glad to be nyumbani..... in every sense of the word.