The end of another week....

Thank God it's friday, everyone is always wondering why u feel that ka phew feeling when Friday fikas. I feel it because it means for two days after that I get to lay around watch TV and only do my homework late in the evening when I am exhausted from just chilling. Yep! It's also the time when I get to recollect myself and get my act together before Monday comes and I gosta do it all over again. I am busy trying to find good music to use for the Glitz thing coming up. I am not sure what to sing yet.... but I think I am gonna go with some ol' school R&B. So here's to the weekend. Now get off my blog!

Bad news comes in threes.....

Today was an interesting day...
I was struggling to get up, I had to convince myself for a long while before I decided that I shouldn't miss my morning class anyway. So after dragging myself out of bed and making my way to the bus stop I realised that I got left by the school bus and was fuming because I had to take a bus and sijui go thru sitting in some smelly cab all the way to school. So We arrive at school eventually and guess what, my morning class had been cancelled and so I am angrier than ever because I dint wanna jst chill till 2 o'clock which is when my next class was. Then I discovered that I had to do some work before my class started so I was rushing all over the place until I went to class and showed my lecturer what I had done so far and she was easy, which means I fussed since morning over nothing. As if that ain't enuff, I come home to find out that the guys dint pay the elec bill and so there's no TV, no computer, no hot water and virtually no light, no air con in my house until tomorrow.

hot in here....

a very educated and talented lecturer at my University yesterday recieved an undeserved heavy tongue lashing from some weirdo yahoo in my class. She had just handed out an assignment with instructions on how to do it and explained what was important about the assignment when the guy jst decided to tell her (or suggest in very harsh terms) that the assignment was irrelevant to the module. I mean, really some of these yahoos come to school with an intent of learning more and when someone gives them a chance they want to make whoever is trying to help them look bad. I mean what's up with that. I was really unimpressed with the whole scenario and jst wntd her to shut this mo'fo up and tell him to leave the class. He was deliberately undermining her ability to teach the class and obviously implying that he knew better than her what the module was about. It pissed the whole lot of us off because this guy does this all the time, but had never gone this far. This was kinda the last straw becoz the lovely lady was really torn up about it. So I am wondering, when does being smart become being overbearing. When is it that someone has the right to trample all over someone else's feelings just because they can??? It is really unfair. I jst felt that it was really wrong of him to upstage her infront of everyone in the class. If he had an issue with the module he should have called her aside after class. Really.....!

wake me up when september ends.....

I found out yesterday that September is the gloomiest and most depressing month of the year. apparently more suicides and psychopathic deaths happen more during this crazy month. That explains why everypne is just having a permanent "off" day this month. I know I am. I wake up tired go to sleep even more tired and I can't seem to stand half of the people I usually tolerate throughout the whole year. I guess what green day says is true then....here comes the rain again... falling from the stars...drenched in my pain again...becoming who we are...(that song is jst too real to some people) so come on somebody will you wake everyone up when september finally ends???

I recently discovered that just hearing the voice of a long lost friend is what can make you feel so much better after a long time of sadness. People never realise that the best good deed is usually the one done unconsciously. Life is so complicated nowadays that only the simple things matter. It's true, the simplest things are those that make an impact on our lives because they aren't trying as hard. So since getting uplifted..... I decided, I'mma take a little time to reflect on what used to be important to me before life all of a sudden became too important. You know, the smell of rain, laughter, the taste of freshly baked bread and just hangin' out.... I miss that.... don't you?

Conundrum

Another week done in this school and I can't stop counting the days. November 19th I will be done with this phase of my education. Thank God. I am starting to understand the meaning of conundrum.... I will be glad to leave but there is still so much school ahead of me. I just wanna be at peace for once, no more struggling and yet I know that it's impossible. Life is all about the struggle. Jst changes locations sometimes. Anyway, 2 months and 9 days to go. (tee hee)

On exes and sexes....

Have you ever discovered that when you move on is when you discover how great your ex was, or how you could do with a little of that thing you couldn't stand when you were together. What I have realised is that women tend to reflect on past relationships and remember good times and good things and special moments whereas guys jst wonder "Is the new dude she's with doin it better than me....? I doubt it.... I betcha she's wishes she was with me. Y'all know she still wants some of this....". I'm sure you understand what I mean. Besides, the only guy who will remember you fondly is the one who has a really B-list girlfriend now (compared to the ex of course) .... who he prob'ly picked up on the rebound and is wondering "What the hell was I thinking!" while he looks across at her in his bed after a night of drunken indulgement. Guys need another girl to get over the previous one while women..... we just sit, mourn the relationship and chill for someone new to come along so we can vent out all that pent up anger on them because they should be punished for being the same sex as the ex. Funny.... yeah.... but true

Wild things....

Just the other day I found out that so many people that I thought I cared about are actually weirdos. One of them betrayed another friend of ours and the other three just messed up everything that I though I had built in a 2 year relationship with them. Now no matter how much the 3 apologise, I don't want to know them anymore and the other one I will just be more careful around. It makes you wonder when does that wildness in us become a savage thing pulling on our insides until we have no mercy for anything or anyone at all? What makes us want to become this unfeeling thing that doesn't want anything to do with anybody and only scratches the surface of friendship because of the fear of getting hurt?? I believe it is because everyone has a degree of madness in them, some can manage it whereas some try all their lives to find a place to be comfortable with the madness or people to love you despite the madness. Others like me.... just deal with the madness by being blatantly honest (sometimes not too subtly) that way u have nothing to hide and nothing to eat you inside.

A few of my favourite things

Fav colour: Blue

Fav ride: Escalade

Fav Movie: Diary of a Mad Black Woman

Fav Musician: John Legend

Fav Moment: (Not experienced yet)

Fav Thing in the world: Sitting with my feet in a stream with a good book

Fav Place in the world: My room at my parent's house

Fav Country (Unvisited): Spain

Fav Country (Visited): Singapore

Fav Ice cream flavour: Vanilla

Fav Song: The sweetest thing - Lauryn Hill